I'm Sean. I'm a big scuba diver. Love the ocean. I think you'll understand me just fine by looking at my tumblr.
I don’t think it will take a year. We weren’t together that long. I heal fast and I tend to overreact to upsetting events. But it will take some time.
I need to apologize and talk to him.
Yeah. I suppose your right. Maybe one day I can be friends with him again. But it’s just too hard now.
I cut Kenny out of my life. There’s no hope of us getting back together, and I just didn’t feel like I could go back to being friends.
But now I’m starting to regret that decision. I wish I could be his friend. I want to be his friend. He’s such a fun and amazing person. But I don’t know if I have the mental capacity to handle it. Maybe… Idk.
I know I’ll always have feelings for him. I literally cannot find a damn thing wrong with him. Not one. He’s perfect. And I don’t want to be there when he finds someone else to be happy with. It will just kill me. No matter how far down the line. And it will kill me to have him so close yet so far.
I hate this. This sucks. Why am I an emotional mess??? I need to go to sleep but I can’t!
What have I done? I’m so dumb. I shouldn’t have done that.
I’m just in so much pain… Idk.
I’m literally almost in physical pain.
This hurts so bad.
I feel like I can’t even catch my breath.
I have no idea what I’m doing or how to handle this.
I feel so pathetic.
The worst part is… I can’t even cry about it anymore.
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