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Catching Elephant is a theme by Andy Taylor

 

Look what I got in the mail today! I’m going to swim in it right now! A perfect thing to cheer me up :)

Look what I got in the mail today! I’m going to swim in it right now! A perfect thing to cheer me up :)

Anonymous asked
a friend of mine once said that you can be friends with your ex but you have to let those big feelings saying you should be together die down-- and that takes time. You have to take the time to heal, you have to take the time to forget and that can take a while. So if you still want him in your life as a friend tell him that but tell him to keep his distance for a year until being just friends is possible.

I don’t think it will take a year. We weren’t together that long. I heal fast and I tend to overreact to upsetting events. But it will take some time.

I need to apologize and talk to him.

Anonymous asked
Loosing someone out of your life is hard but being friends with someone you love is worse. Because then you have to go through everyday with them in your life and you not being about be with them, or hug them, kiss them or tell them how much they mean to you because they don't feel the same way. I hope you find a way to power through the pain until it gets a little easy and maybe you'll find a guy who loves you as much as you love him.

Yeah. I suppose your right. Maybe one day I can be friends with him again. But it’s just too hard now.

Anonymous asked
what is it that you have done?

I cut Kenny out of my life. There’s no hope of us getting back together, and I just didn’t feel like I could go back to being friends.

But now I’m starting to regret that decision. I wish I could be his friend. I want to be his friend. He’s such a fun and amazing person. But I don’t know if I have the mental capacity to handle it. Maybe… Idk.

I know I’ll always have feelings for him. I literally cannot find a damn thing wrong with him. Not one. He’s perfect. And I don’t want to be there when he finds someone else to be happy with. It will just kill me. No matter how far down the line. And it will kill me to have him so close yet so far.

I hate this. This sucks. Why am I an emotional mess??? I need to go to sleep but I can’t!

What have I done? I’m so dumb. I shouldn’t have done that.

I’m just in so much pain… Idk.

Goodnight

Almost Lover - A Fine Frenzy

This song. It made me cry. Finally. 

I’m literally almost in physical pain. 

This hurts so bad. 

I feel like I can’t even catch my breath.

I have no idea what I’m doing or how to handle this. 

I feel so pathetic. 

This sucks. 

The worst part is… I can’t even cry about it anymore. 

Breath taking.

I love and hate when music seems to pertain so much to my life and shows up at the perfect moment. Helps me work through emotions.

Love somebody - maroon 5

How appropriate.

(Source: fiftyshadesofchenzel)